Camp was amazing!!! Overwhelmingly good.
I am still processing it in many ways..
I hope to be able to share more on the details of camp later... but today I am overcome by another campers words..
Katy Jones could never know how meaningful her words are to me this morning.. I am crying again.. She could have never know when typing her post that
I had thought, and felt, the very same things as her.. about her. Feeling intimidated, but longing to know her. Soooooo scared, as I walked in and SHE was
right there.. sewing
my little dress. I worried it wouldn't be good enough for her!
I had run into Katy a few, very brief, times at Quilt Market. I didn't want to seem stockerish this weekend by sharing my memories of these mini encounters... but they left strong impressions on me. Katy has a magnetism. I wanted so badly to know her! I knew, after just passing her in the bathroom of a Kansas City hotel ballroom, that she was funny, talented and clever. I admired her bold style and tattoos.. her witness. She was with a small group of other bloggers/designers/makers. I was alone and shy.
I wanted to be friends.
Now Im crying again... maybe this is TMI. but whatever.. this is me. I wear my emotions on my sleeve. I except that about myself.
Now, reading Katy's post about
ME, I feel absolutely ________. I don't know the right word. The fact that someone else, someone I was intimidated by, felt the very same feelings about me has kind of shattered my world in the best possible way!
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Katy ♥ |
I love you Katy! I really do. You are beautiful and funny and dear. You made me feel "a part of". Now... being a hugely dorky, Anne of Green Gables fan.. all I can think to say, is that I feel we are "bosom friends."
I couldn't be more grateful to know you!
Thank you for your kindness.
HUGE HUG!!
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Here we are with Melody Miller! Another idol in my eyes... We are all ll in our Staple Dresses :) |
I will have to write more about Melody. And Rae and Jen and Amanda, Brenda, Rashida, Jan, the Toronto ladies, Sonia, Libs, Caitlin, Anna, Shari, Ellen, Maureen, the mom that also made me cry, and all the other ladies.. (that I can't remember names while typing right now.. forgive me, I still love you! ) I loved EVERYONE at camp!
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